Two

I've been doing it for a while now, but only realized it yesterday. I've been living a double life for months now - my college life and my home life. I don't do things drastically differently between them and I hope that I act similar, but my only true friends, however few, are at home. I felt the most homesick I ever have in my life yesterday, even though I spent most of the fall semester away. I really don't want to keep doing this, but I can't sacrifice either. Next August might be awful.